Emotional(state of mind)

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yeah,young nigga alone in this world hurting but no one knows feels like being pierced with a sword sad but everyone ignores can't explain the feeling never felt like this before hated resented can't even fake a smile look back at my life going on ain't worthwhile having these suicidal thoughts my life's a mess,I'm filled with disgust can't even recall the battles I've fought the weight is too much for me to bear leaving all by myself got me scared and now my enemies preyed on my fear used to be happy,but now I'm just sad got nothing left everyone around me made me feel bad drowning in my feelings can't talk to anyone cause they just don't understand because I'm emotional that's my state of mind I got demons cures getting hard to find never knew joy could be this hard to find supposed to be happy now but why I'm I so sad when i think about you makes my heart cry I'm depressed sad,lost in thought anxiety got me all over can't sleep stay woke having late night thoughts heart is dark can't tell if I'm alive or not I'm caught between a rock and a hard place cause I'm emotional and that's my state of mind life absolutely makes no sense can't cope with the imbalance got no more defence trapped in a dilemma sacrifices ain't enough and I'm going through trauma can't do more than I have done got all these scars to show for it I feel like the end for me has begun when I needed you the most you were not there don't need fake love it only brought me despair can't think anymore properly my mind is foggy how long will it be before I crash psycho logically I've been holding on for too long can't tell how long I can hold on before I let go cold hearted my will not strong enough oh God give me strength the journey is getting rough can't explain these feelings of love and hate heart is like a rolling stone gotta right my wrongs before its too late because I'm emotional that's my state of mind I got demons cures getting hard to find never knew joy could be this hard to find supposed to be happy now but why I'm so sad when I think about you makes my heart cry I'm depressed sad,lost in thought anxiety got me all over can't sleep stay woke having late night thoughts heart is dark can't tell if I'm alive or not I'm caught between a rock and a hard place cause I'm emotional and that's my state of mind this is an expression of my heart my heart is bleeding right now im at the lowest point of my vulnerability emotional is my state of mind right now

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