when i was yunger, i didnt have shit, well i did, my mom had me, so i did have blissed. but the cons was, wic, cheerady neezees,and well- fare. labeled outsiders but, we didn't care who the hell cared but envy was, a pandemic, to us. getting taking to shcool in ya whip, while we rode the bus. living bug free, while we fought wit the roaches, sometimes we set up fights ,and we was the coache,s. but we sucked it up,cuz out parents, had different problems. where,by coming to gather was the only way we would sovle,em. but, you know how the saying goes, a liquor store on every corner bro. can alter, a kids childhood growth. was taught his story, instead of history, while behind close doors they was taught, his story. that if they don't elimanat the threat, we was that threat. that we would lead the masses, to overthrow, they,er success.of government. so it changed our perception of family, freinds, and realitives. team work, communication, buying, trading, or selling shit. instead, fights, resentments, n backstabbing. drug selling n using, killings, yeah that happened. so, it made, it hate our self, but lov there wealth. we had to struggle for everything, without there help. we had to get it from the mud, so we couldn't stay clean. which eventually, lead to incarceration s and state greens. violence,deaths, and destruction. i guess, our life, and the way to live, didn't come with instructions. da nation tried to show us, pride n dignity. while the Panthers tried to show us, survive n living free. I guess we didn't wanta listen to what they had to say. we rather listen to these ganster rappers that's fake keep it a buck, yall know, 85%aint real, they aint sell, aint ball, they aint kill. planting a seed in our seeds. hate, lust greed,. envy n jealousy. which, is what they wanted, while they stunting. we letting them, let us, kill a race, that we can win, if we heal our race. yall killing are babys what a visoius cycle. when the man should be are rivals. they got yall scare, not to do shit. remeber, we can overthrow the government,read the constitution.