Memory lane

Once upon a time long time ago little boy down the road sold his soul to the devil lets go ill take ya for a stroll Where we headin? one Direction Memory lane Lets rewind 20 yrs ago when i sold my soul Innocent romeo blinded by her glow didnt know that i was dancing with the devil and we danced real slow Picture perfect like we’d kiss under a mistletoe Little did i know when her lips touched mine thatd be it Left me breathless as she inhaled my soul Suffocatin for oxygen like i had covid-19 yrs old turned my world so cold so froze but i knew i had to let her go life aint a movie Now things have changed i dont show no more emo tion no more no no what for that shit only makes you vulnerable Most of them unstable none of them trustable Wife material? Hell maybe in my next life If ya find that then ya better hold on even through the struggle Just the other night i got drunk, texted my girl good night then i went fucked a couple bitches Why? I dont even know sometimes it feels like i dont even know who i am anymore this lifes turned me into someone so damn cold Maybe i Used to get too attached n thats why im like that but after rippin n rippin like worn out velcrow i just cant get attached Just when i think im changing like One week i can be thinking she the one that i finally found shes gonna be the one thatll turn my life around Spin me around 360 fast fwd next week And already couldnt give a fuck if i see her number in my phone On to the next yeah you know im all ready gone Got a long list of next’s on my phone And a long list of ex’s to my name Toomany notches running out belts to be wearin Used to struggle like i could never even find a match now im on fire when i approach em im ignitin them like they a pack of match Got alot of enemies yea thats a fact and i wanna keep it like that keep em close to me like my ar-tillery i carry em on me like they in my back pocket when i need i reach in like a lighter set the fire to em light up the entire pack of match snatch em all light em all up then i hand it right back It aint fair all these girls there no spark Plug you a dud Im a stud call me sparkplug So selfish i don care You werent there sophomore years wasnt fair noone cared friendzoned here friendzoned there i couldnt even get a girl they just laughed and ran back to the quarterbacks like some running backs But i knew that i had to sit back relax n outlast them fagets back then in my class Matter fact pass that back watch me running back pass them with my cash i just laugh, bitch you can have your quarter back