And afterward, I had captured her, with an emotional entanglement that I made with words. But what it birthed, a love that we both kicked to the curb. Left with the regrets of not knowing our own worth. And how much it hurt, giving into every curve. Exposing a disguise that we’ve learned to call our worth. To only be missing her, the one that I gave my word, that I wouldn’t turn away from every lesson that I learned. It’s been I long process for me to become immersed into a way of life that I only found because of her. So now I’m twisted by the thoughts which had occurred. So in return I embellished most of the people heard. And well I guess temptations comes and goes that’s something that I didn’t really want to know. Knowledge can be like a power show without the show of power though. So I’ll always worry about how our bodies, hearts and minds flow. Just to turn back the hands time so I can have one more chance to let you know. All the feelings that I wouldn’t show. So you could see that I can be the better man despite how pathetically I showed my love for you and honestly what really hurts the most, is that even though I became the man that I had first shown. You became the me that you hated most. What was the point of it all if imma be there at the end all alone. You say i you our happy but the truth has been exposed. It’s our last chance for this but I can’t do it on my own. No and you can’t do it all alone. We both got to give our all if this really is our goal.