once my world was warm full of color with the love I held for my wife and my daughter there was nothing I wouldn't do for them as a husband and a father I work my fingers to the Bone day and night to give them what they wanted in this life now my world cold and gray every ounce of being taken away betrayed given no reason 15 years lost don't know what to believe in when i get a phone call my daughter stop breathing just a month 18 mother's last words cut through her like a knife 2 days later was the end of her life you are the the bringer of hell i trusted you with our very lives never to think you woud be the cause of our demise as the pain intenifues i look to the sky dark clouds form as i cry to the heavens above to protect and wrap me with love as lightning strikes and thunder booms with reverence from above you will fear the man i have become i am caous and violence i won't stop until I'm done on a mission to right the wrong done to my daughter and I her father your family you handled with neglect it's sits here now because of your lack of love and respect you took the name whore and placed it upon yourself that's what you're called when you cheat on your spouse and have men call saying how great you are with your mouth how could you stand there and act as if you're right when you done the worst thing you can do as a mother and a wife now your words all told are lies so no one will stare at you with judging eyes to blame all others is to be your disguise your actions alone tell the story for all to know truth all there can be no respect given to you when you have shown no respect for yourself nor respect for your family with the selfish and vicious blows you have dealt not taking into consideration transgressions in a marriage are family felt but you didn't care you were going to have your affair and shows by the stories you telt not caring how your daughter would feel or felt once truth was starting come out a plan you divised to make me look abusive and crazy a liar and a cheat this to my daughters ears you would speak tearing down the bond between her and i so you can point a finger and cry its all him can you all see . ... this is why you run and hide and will not speak to me because if you really had fear of me you would not have men texting me on how great your oral sex is you gave to thee do you really thats a respectful way to end a 15 year marriage with me do you reallly need to be told there's no reason you should ever have to cheat on your partner ever the words wife and husband are names given to those who make a covenant with promises to god and to one another that you just wiped your ass with put my daughter in a box of ashes do you smile everyday and laugh with him the one who actually has no respect for you the one who actually has the record women beater who still on probation from his last as Altercation with the respect you have shown yourself and what he has already spouted about your oral skills not with no care your a mother whos daughter could see the posting he just had to bost open his mouth like you did yours well of course hes given respect he beats them sexually degrades them does he know that he's at least what number 3 that I know of while you still carry my last name cuz hes big baller lol.. good luck shot caller I'd like to see what he does when he runs into this Father ?? the sky circle above no longer Entranced by what you called love heart untied untied no longer wearing gloves strength driven from the pain you have given spun lies told Not an ounce of respect for my name with youa cheater with a boy convicted woman beater in my heart a flame burning with passion with visions of my desire to hear you hear the sounds you make when you sit in the fire making music to my ears like a quire with intencity burnig higher a raging inferno is whaready my self for no my my return betrayed by my wife coming to terms with her being a cheater straight fucked over for a boy  a convicted woman beater then my daughter for your exit plan you needed lying to her saying that you're not the one who cheated her feelings for me defeated an aliby you completed so your family would help you anyway you needed but unfortunately I know the score you needed my daughter so to your family you didn't look like a whore.  beautiful daughter lost her life only just 2 months 18  I should have forseen not much of a wife why I thought you would make a better mother that you had something you could teach but I clearly thought to much of you now she lay 6ft deep now  you have your keepsake do you feel complete  from your lips you told me this  it was not a teacher she needed not for you or any to teach you would just wait until she fell then be around if she needs I can't believe you said this she took her last breath  never taken into account what if she falls and the price is death  tell me the last words you  chosen to speak to her do they haunt you are you able to sleep or does the ice in your vains still creep