only God knows my pain sometimes I really want to cry. but I got to hold on and be strong. this is the pain of a black man not knowing if I am going to die today or tomorrow. I want to live before I die touch the sky.and shine down over the city. it is hard when nobody believe in you. crazy thing about life family be the main ones betray you and turn their back on you. talk down on you give you funny looks with secret conversations. your friend betray you in the blank of the night for a dollar and p**** what is really going on in this world we living in. corrupted by false politician divided by religion. money got us Envy at each other. when we need to stand together. life was never easy for me. nobody never believed in me.Mama never roll with me. alone in the streets. was all I had. daddy was a coward ran off on me. grew up off EBT all I heard was Black Rain on the tin roof it was a long way to school they tried to bully me but it didn't work I learn how to fight back Thug it in the Fifth Ward Trinity Garden Carter Ave my daddy side of the family Papa George was all I had granddaddy show me how to be a man Grandma show me how to be a gentleman the streets taught me how to survive. chunchula taught me about fake friends disloyal. I cannot stand them fake phony Power Rangers half of them snitches anyway smoking behind the trees I am a big dog on the loose Uptown Shot Caller living in the Getty Seattle is the city where we getting it in getting money smoking good in the hood where it is going down you not from Seattle if you don't know Izzy and black two of the realest in the city the done dotta brother my life not easy conquered all my trials and tribulations but they still hating they going to hate as long as the world spin. I am going to sign as long as I'm breathing I want to ball out and live before I die one day at a time going to live like it's my last day I want to live before I die