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I’m changing everyday Heart pacing Cut my wrist blood fill the basin Evacuation I need to leave where I am That’s the plan Hooked on the drugs couldn’t hide so I ran I wish I had a shorter life span I wish I was bought up like a man But I’m crying coz it’s not enough but I’m doing all I fucking can this is all I fucking can Holding my heart coz it hurts I dropped a tear on this verse How long till I’m in a hurse It’s just getting worse They say I’m blessed but I am cursed I wrote all my feels into words Maybe I smoke too much herb Maybe I’m plainly disturbed My feelings aren’t stable there so diverse Fuck knows but I know I just feel submerged I need saving But I’m so far away from the pavement Look at my wrists And I wanna engrave em Stamp of a bitch get me out this enslavement Begging for the lord to repair his misplacement Maybe it was blatant I think I need to be straightened I’m weeping all alone and my heads full of hatred urge to draw blood what the fuck have I created Burn my soul coz it needs to be cremated This mental health shit outdated I know it’s more I can feel it Trust me when your in it it’s the realist Maybe I’m a fake idealist Coz I still see shit when the grass is the greenest But my lens aint the cleanest My wings burned like a phoenix It’s all in words just read it Tryna speak to god tryna plead it Where is that bitch when you need it Can’t speak my feels so I bleed it Lords wine ain’t sweet so I mead it Only have a few so I might just creed it Often hear the voices but my fear just feeds it Tryna break the system but the fear just breeds it Thinking bout the times but my thoughts misleading Thinking bought the false never think of what I’m needing Tryna learn so I’m reading Running out of time so my thought just speeding Running round in circles tryna find my meaning Is it even real or am I just dreaming Is it even god or is it a fucking demon Sitting in the dark all alone I’m screaming

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1 month ago

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