- dedicated to Ryan Hays. May you Rest In Peace. 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻 I thought that we would make it Instead I prayed and waited You never made it babeh Happy birthday belated That night he was so faded He crossed but never made it My birth is your death babeh Happy birthday belated wonderin when you comin home sittin all alone Hearin the voicemail you left when I was out gone At my grandmas house then,Just needing a friend Cause you went off on the deep end again Told me you got the job You wouldn’t be makin a lot But that was okay as long as we got Each other on my birthday I just wanted my man How could I prepare myself to understand Got the call from your ma You were in the hospital After your job interview you went n got in a brawl Prob drank some vodka Just to kill all the pain Cause you relapsed again And now you’re Runnin through the rain Headed for the other side When the car and you collide What do I do if the father of my child dies? And now I’m holding your hand crying at your bedside The doctors tried to explain That there was No activity in your brain I kept staring at you layin You was the blood in my veins The most beautiful man I have ever met I just needed a cigarette Stabbed me in my heart How could I ever forget Your smile shines in my mind So many gorgeous times We spent that I’ll never get back You gave me a hard attack I love you Ryan Hays, and that was that