So let’s talk about ocd Obsessive compulsive disorder Can’t keep my thoughts in order Had it since seven so I’m at the border Covid pushed me over the edge Drug tightrope, failing so I look over the ledge Calculating, snap out, fam needs fed A better day tomorrow? I wait years Felt so much pain I have no more tears Soul stripped, near the lab, just fear Covid test daily just to work here These Germs are my kryptonite An invisible most I can’t fight Taking lives , it delights I hit the heavy bag for 30 Then I’m soaked and dirty Roll into the shower Was off the fury Pick myself up but it’s blurry Anger comes in a hurry It’s what I live on, lord have mercy I resolve and solve till these thoughts dissolve But OCD mutates so you continually evolve Worries lined up another will pop Then we figure how to make it stop But another comes and it matters not