"so i try so hard" "so i try so hard"......always been a weirdo, Always pushed away, suicidal thoughts tryna live thru the day, akward silence i don't even know what to say, living thru the pain, wishin for the rain, we are not the same, im insane, in a living hell, walking thru flames, highly medicated, and im feelin strange, feelin deranged, blood stains from a bullet to my brain, so ima pray, every single day, wishin away, my sins from today, show me the light, a vision a way, knowing whats right, dont care what they say, so im doin drugs gettin carried away, momma say the Devil gonna tear me away, from what u Love son dont be a slave, i know that your strong son don't play the game, his wicked ways temptation & flames, u can cry son u aint gotta be ashamed, you was always special u ain't never been the same, tought u to Love and to weather the rain, they called u lame and u over came, gave it my all when you were raised, proud of the man that you became, oh yeah son just one more thing,........ there is nobody left to blame, i know your strong, i know your brave, remember all the tools that i gave, use em to build and make a way, follow the light stay away from the cave, gotta go back give Heaven a wave, im always here son its ok, just know that there's better days, just be you and please behave, and Fuck what they say we all have a grave