#alatinc #rapfame #hiphop #paradox #paulroscoe #yungtongue #stateofmind #truestories #coldvibes #nolies why, do i always get sucked in to lies is it cos I wear my heart on my sleeve ? And head first I dive? or because I believe them when they say they'll never leave , tryna sit and unwind I struggle to find my mind of peace , but I've always been left behind since before the age of nine I was like 4 at least, spent my days looking out the window, people thinking im cold just cos the wind blows it's more than that, n deep inside they know , like no family contact, write a letter, even a phone call no answer leave a message not a thing back doesn't matter who the fuck you are that shit stings ya n that's a fact , 2017 next chapter still lost after the death of my sister, still I'm trying advert this disaster,but shits coming at me alot faster as I, feel something going wrong, and I'm waking to you , your mind n body no longer wants to respond so I guess it's r.i.p to a sister n mum, I swear every since I came along started to think my name was fault cos everytime things went wrong I was the one who they would blame it on , put all my pain in songs then I fucking learned who to aim it on told my fallen angles above one day I'd make them proud but for now I gotta keep staying strong, spent most my life mentally fucked, there wanting an apology what? the devil left me in the mud, bruised couldn't get up laid out covered in blood