Inside my head

“Lately I’ve been losing it like a mental patient” “getting shit done like I ain’t got no patience” “anxious whatchu might call it” “been drinking lately but I ain’t alcoholic” “I’m alone but I ain’t lonely” “I listen to voices in my head they consult me” “The same voices in my head sometimes insult me” “But I got thick skin like a crocodile” “But these snakes strikes hurt once in a while” “I ain’t get the love I needed as a child” “Domestic violence drove me wild” “Mom & dad were Tom and Jerry” “Years later daddy was buried” “I grew up in hurried” “Made my momma worried” Stop “Me and my big brother almost sent each other to the cemetery” “Dropped out of high school I was a high fool” “Had a baby by a woman I can’t stand” “But I’m there for my lil man that’s part of being a real man” “DUI crash didn’t kill me, I must have a purpose” “Sometimes I hate my job so I feel worthless” “People judge for what they see in the surface” “That’s why I don’t be on Instagram” “Ain’t better then you I’m just I’m just hard on myself” “Frugal with the wealth” “But lately I’ve been confusing myself losing myself” “Quarantining myself like a got covid” “Keep your distance 6 feet away cause you don’t know me” “I have a few real friends but the rest went phony” “Some got married and some got buried” “That’s life like Sinatra said say” Stop “Who can you trust” “I be fucking with females no love, straight lust” “Shorty got two kids I just can’t do it” “I got a couple dreams I finna do it” “Mary to the money like B and Jay” “I’m a hustler baby” “I’m the baby boy I can’t do no wrong” “Growing up we had it Rough that made me strong” “Regrets I learn to live with them” “Let’s move along”