i hate the times we be fussing and fighting i bite my lips to just to know what she deciding . eathier she tell me that she love me or you love me not . then i know she be lying. . calling on the phone telling me that you been crying sayin. missing mee missing youuuu telling me what she gonna do if get lost without youuu withoutt you ....withoutt youu...... withhhoutt you ....without youuu.... without you.... but you told me we should go our separate ways.so i sit back letting you close you the door in my face .just. thinking about all the simple mistakes i done made. frustrated times when you feel like you getting played askin me why does it got to be this way without you i make simple mistake love in our eyes but we still get the bad of taste. pain in our past. but we could make it past those days i just wanna love you but i cant in some ways its kinda hard to say it. when you feeling some type of way i made that vow 2 yoouuu dont need to feel betrayed.. my love for youuuu. is real its gotta be true. cause everything i doo is for my son and youu . they say do you choseee the fame or the money i say i choseee my family thats what i would doo thats more important than anything that ill loose . more important than diamonds gold money or jimmy chews more important them dusty ass girls thats old news cause without youuu. ohhh withhh outt youu im lost with out you. makein simple mistake ...i gotta turn it around make it a change but whats going on in my life its hard to explain ...pain in my past but i can make it past those days mama told me i gotta keep my headdd up. grind your money to you know you stack enough ... if im not livin in my dream i know she aint said enough raising 3 kids on her on i know we was bad as fuck!. no father or no figure absolutely trials are getting bigger looking on the other side of the bigger brighter pitcher. dont tell me if im not witcha cause withoutcha i start to feel like i miss ya let me hold you and. kiss ya and tell you that i miss ya love and and a bunch of emotions when im with ya but i got this weight on my chesttt causeing all these confusion i guesss we all know life is a test when we doing our best gotta think about my next move if im not moving to less asking qeustions to my self like why couldn't i be bless if born with a sivler spoon mabye i could have a chance i knowwww i knowwwww. i know woahhh i make simple mistake frustrated times when. you feel like you getting played i gotta turn it around and make it change i know you told me thousands times you tired of living this wayy but we not living if its not lovein some way playin our own cards but we are not playing the same ima king she a queen but we not thinking the same. ol ways like... back in the day you called me a player but you never got played. with out you ... i cant live in this way. ohh withh out youu. oh with out you. repeat with out youuuuuuuuuu i lost withoutt youuu i just wanna love you but i cant in some ways its kinda hard to say it. when you feeling some type of way but we are not living if we are not loving some way (fade out) without you