#TheLoyalTeamRecords#Rap#Hiphop#Netherlands#Freestyle#Tripping#Cypress#Ill bill#UncleHowie#Houseofpain#Canibus#Rhymesayers#Poetry#Dutch#2021#$$$$€€€#👑👑👑👑😍😍😍✴️✴️✴️✴️✴️✴️✴️✴️ #oldskool# fool #in your #fucking #face complain #against #the wall acting like i am responsible for this fucking place i got no #influence # at all but not much to say sometimes so confused that I joined the A A and stayed. another #day #picked up by the Polish for disturbing cars on the# highway# still #wasted #from speed en GHB en de capsules blues ones you start You cant stop but the first one You choose the battle in my #head# i losed too many Times now all there is left is using and #rhymes# non stop all the time they fly around in my obsessed #mind# not original .OR one-of-a-kind Just another addict fighting# jekyll and Hyde# they are fighting in my head almost all day want Them to stop but i ve got nothing to say Do my best to #blackout # and put out my light to have Just a little NAP in the middle of the night most of the time the Ghb got me comatosed luckely An hour OR two i AM asleep with my eyes half closed from the first of december i'm crazy mental patient impatient with my weaknesses only talk to God grounded on earth looking for love from above . he hears me and Fears me gavee me so much hard lessons i have no fucking clue why i had somany crazy sessions have to make Them lessons maybe IT s Just lucifer rules the world and is messing influence my view and sensetivity fucking with my head took away my Sense of responsibility Let me find my Girl dead had to call 911 with no other possibility the Line of emergency asking me what st he temperature of the body was the last one that saw her face was totally blue kept pumping her hearth the medics on the phone told me too High misses Green i miss you and wanna pay you a visit OR i come for good but in ten days i Will be admitted My ptsd became more severe Haven t screamed and shouted This hard for years I AM tripping bout something Don t know exactly what But the oviuos reason is losing you that made me fucked up again IT s a story with no end anyway The dark is calling me and I Just wanna play his fucking mind games his crazy sign language see him coming now the fluteplayer himself I send that Fallen angel Back to hell got me comatosed had An hour OR 2 when i close my eyes oh oh still high From sPiet GHB and the bleus