YOU DONT WANNA FUCK WIT ME!

are my eyes open or they closed brain function csnt tell if ive dosed am i awake or am i in a dream state where i can create the life i want for me and mine im the devine lookin for a sighn to let me kno the world is mine theyve set up a shrine....which is fine... gives me a place to unwind relax and chill who are these people is any of this for reals so i swallowed a bottle of 2 milligram bar pills now im floating into the clouds a grey mist shrouds i hear faint screams from the crowd loook mom are you proud can i get a lil love and respect but you shove and neglect every thing i project i know im not perfect but i need u to protect theres a bigger picture here joshua its like onomatopia covered in spiders and snakes better get them off of ya brfore they start spittin that venom and knock me off my referendum tryna gain momentem still csnt tell if im asleep or awake is this real is this fake getting nauseous my mouth starts to salivate whats my fate my brain tells me its to be great sit down and start to create the music BZ wanna make just then a snake struck my arm and my brain set off an alarm then off fell my arm wuts happing im submiting hear me tapping ....all of a sudden im in the middle of the oceanwhat was all the commotion cant stop thy devotion still not showing a single emotion leads me to belive i have a notion access chosen body frozen made it to shore and again once more im climbing stairs up in the sky to a baby blue door whats all this for i reach for the knob my hand shakes open it up the sky breaks like shattered glass that scattered fast ill be splattered fast just then my eyes open preying and hoping just then i started floating about an inch from the ground ppl surround gathering around now ive found my mind is sound like a barricade with a brigade assuming all these creatures are afraid in my hand i hold a twelve inch blade ease their mind so they not affraid so i layed the blade on the floor brsin sore like my cortex tore and exposed my skull and brain acidic rain begins to drizzle skin starts to bubble and sizzle extremities begin to shrivel still in levitation mode i shoot off like a missile my initial non official prejudicial will be very beneficial am i still in sleep state it seems superficial am i sacrificial i leave everything to my beneficial trying to stay calm sweat dripping from my palm thanks for the protection mom but its ok im strapped up to a bomb shhhhh everyone keep calm suddenly everyone gone im standing alone in the middle of the road demons surround me i think they trying to bound me with rope snd chains tryna get me bck to there domains body fluid drains big ass slashes across my veighns trying to take all that remains blood stains all around me they surround the spot in ....ok wanna go to war lets begin as i flash a lil grin something just font sit rite fight or flight im surrounded by st least a thousand or at least thsts wut uve counted ...i scream at the top of my lungs who and what are you and wut cud u possibly want from me in this strange odyssey is bodily fluids partial humans... i have delusions of brain contusions bringing illusions that i have of revolutions of death all around me last thing i remember they surround me blink of an eye let out a sigh suddenly im not so high im laying flat in my bed was all this shit just in my head i need a med almost dead white sheets turned blood red they soaking all of a sudden i am choking eyes open to my surprise then i realize all this shit was a dream trippin on how real it seem. very extreme buut im bsck in the real world where im supreme!! wut butch fcr.