Addiction (13:56)

yo ima do what nobody else in my family could do grab my dream by the throat and squeeze that bitch until it comes true to all the fake shit thats some old news do not speak to me unless you speaking truth in order to make it we all gotta choose wether to win or lose pick up the mic instead of the booze learn how to write instead of being a tool get up and fight instead of being a fool cause I can see through the lies i can see the pain hidden deep inside all i gotta do is look you in your eyes demons always come hidden in disguise thats why I kick back and pretend that im blind if you ask me how im doing I will tell you I'm just fine but in reality i feel i have suffered a fatality took a shake to my entire anatomy and now I'm sittin here looking in the mirror yeah that man is me the man thats gonna adjust the family tree plant a whole different seed aye shout out to the ones doubting me this for you to open up your eyes and see this is my dream if you touch it I cant promise I wont make you kick the bucket that wont just say fuck it pull up with two glocks busting but I can promise that I will never be fronting I live by the code never snitch on any of my bros you already know that i got this shit on hold that my flow is turning gold Why do I feel so old I dont even know but i remember all the shit that was told some of that shit was fucking cold of course I have a soul it lives in my music its the only place I never feel like im losing because I know my shit aint just for amusement this is therapeutic the me speaking to you kinda music so if you got a problem just move it I dont wanna have to lose it I stay secluded so dont you ever think about becoming abusive I have the potential to kill with illusions put images in your brain that let you know you will never be safe we are not the same I grew up in a different place a place where hopes and dreams turn into caskets and graves that's why I'm here today thats why I have so much to say im here to be the voice of all the people i lost who made the wrong choice I know you loved your boys but you always bought crack instead of toys shit beats on my heart call it tenderloin I'm just tryna to make benjamins out of coins I'm tryna do that by being that specimen grabbin on his groin rapping bitch