Giving (22:00)

Only the Strong Survive it, sshit we kinda like it, we continue to spike it, may not be the right fit, but fuck it who gives a shit, can't say I was born a misfit, most will risk it, you know, although I definitely got a label, damn straight look at who came out stable and y'all thought it was a fable, I tell you my secret if you don't promise to keep it.....you feel the internal bleedin, always feenin just to keep you breathin? yeah that's right , what's up Heathen!! Timing is crucial ,I know it, personal preparation seems most brutal , but when the copin begins, strength always wins, I promise, Ok lets just get off this, When did living life get so competitive? Guarantee no stressful shit if we had a damn sedative, you gotta sedate the most important nerves, with all the highs, turns and curves, keep the high frequency electricity fueled consistently within your heavy heart, alright. Alright imma start..😂 Seems like our latest tribulations are just little vacations from our troubled youth, you know it's the truth , still have the rest of the God damn Best in me, somebody's been testing me, pressin me, even simple life is full of decisions with no probable improvisions, eternal mental prisons, I left behind some of those I made feel worthless , but not on purpose, but ignorants are breeding, multiplying with rapid results, its no ones fault, fuck it, just perge it, I'll admit it I didn't feel it, when you doubted me, love not lust has rerouted me , felt like an inner reptile had devoured me, you hardly care or always completely unaware, somehow my own light empowered , I have a knack of for revealing the loudest coward, the loudest cowards I have ever encountered If I ever said "I love you", I fucking ment it, never attempted to prevent it, but returned as if they regretted it, my heart....easily shredded it, embedded it with holes in my soul and fed it with lies, Why should I quiet my cries just to keep silent?? And you still wonder why I become so violent? My settle for less is better than the rest when Im put to the test. I continued to be depraved, while those around me I saved, And fuck what they say, I was brave in every fucking way, one of the few lines I'm proud to say, I just want to hit rewind, try to find at least one real divine, its all part of the plot, whether I was ready or not, I'm constantly portrayed as the most hated, but as I recall I wasn't the only one getting faded, disturbing the peace, not quite an 808 to say the least, instead created a tiny beast, with a final decision to feast on remains of my soul swallowing most of it whole, on my lit up energy, They must all believe they're better than me...