in my head thinking about what she said why she left me breathless but breathin' in my head again where's my medicine knocked my lights out Thomas Edison demons keep knockin they want me to let them in trying to be better as a man another late night like David Letterman writing till I can't feel my hand arthritis it hurts to write this but I hope you like it walking on a tight rope no safety net talking to myself rapping solo, no duet my list of regrets could fill a notebook I wish I would forget about her no luck yet that is why everytime you see me I look upset gave her my blood sweat & tears then she left with no fucks given took my love then locked it in a prison cell & threw away the key my love is a disease & feels like I died living in hell but what do I expect I fell In Love with The Devil she's the devil disguised as an angel for her telling lies just comes natural no trust the truth hurts but being lied to is also painful but I'm still grateful how did this love turn fucking hateful losing faith in us wishing she stayed no fuck that wish she stayed faithful but she was unable played games & drove me insane & mentally unstable destroyed the home we built together like a tornado emotions over flowing like a volcano beautiful like rainbow's no pot of gold at the end & pretended to be my friend really she's my enemy showing no empathy fucking stuck in my head like a melody & she won't get out so how can I ever forget about her i killed myself couldn't live without her told me to go to hell so I been waiting here for Satin & all I ever get is Lucifer I fell in love with the devil like Avril Lavigne no horns no warning sign why do I still have her on my mind still think about good & bad times what could've been believing that heaven sent a Angel till I realized she had a tail & her skin was red by then it was to late I was dead meat left me buried six feet for a deadbeat got married had a baby breastfed for breakfast & supper as I suffer suffocatin' breathless