down to the river (take 3🤦‍♂️🙏

mathew 11 28: come to me all who are weary and burdened and I will give you rest Down to the river let the water sooth my mental. Stress at the door fear at the window. Weakness is watching from outside the venue. Anger is stocking from inside my central Emotions getting mixed like inside the blender. Lord take me down, down to the river. I need to break free, free from the mental Ive been a mess lately, to much time fighting with my lady, screaming Jesus save me while i wrestle with this angry. Never on the same page like our souls not going the same way. Yelling an screaming searching for meening, saying I love you an meening it but it not meening a bit. I'm looking for you Lord I repent no malice intent Im just praying this storm can ease up a bit, like a Disney flick maybe happiness is just around the river bend Down to the river let the water sooth my mental. Stress at the door fear at the window. Weakness is watching from outside the venue. Anger is stocking from inside my central Emotions getting mixed like inside the blender. Lord take me down, down to the river I need to break free, break free from the mental Stress won't go so the spirit won't stay. Locked in this chess game of hearts with hates. The contradiction like an illegal prescription cant get enough but it aint really fixing, Indecision keeps building like debt on extension. I'm my own worst enemy creating this division. Further from God grip really slipping. Bareley hanging on isn't really living. Down to the river to wash away this condition. Let the water drown my soul an be reborn with a vision Down to the river let the water sooth my mental. Stress at the door fear at the window. Weakness is watching from outside the venue. Anger is stocking from inside my central Emotions getting mixed like inside the blender. Lord take me down, down to the river. I need to break free, free from the mental Afraid of how I'm failing you Lord arms flailing not sailing I know you go ahead of me Lord. Im try to keep my focus on you more. I never feel my prayers are be ignored an coviction tells me I can do more or I need to do less. Fear coming in through the window while weakness never rests. Emotions always mixed sitting heavy upon chest. Matthew 11:28 come to me and il give you rest Down to the river let the water sooth my mental. Stress at the door fear at the window. Weakness is watching from outside the venue. Anger is stocking from inside my central Emotions getting mixed like inside the blender. Lord take me down, down to the river. I need to break free, free from the mental