never chose my life. turned from christ . i gain some strikes .while i was earning strips. ain't no light, shining in on me. I'm in a deep dark hole ,and I cannot see. I cannot breathe, I'm suffocating. I beg you Lord now can you come and save me. I miss my babies, pressed out everyday. trying to find a way to make the pain go away. so I'm writing away,I gotta alot to say. aint nobody gonna stand in my way. poetic calligraphy is my escape. I'm going to find a way to make that food on my plate. but if I cannot I will still be okay I'm going to keep writing till I'm rotting and riding .................... I'm going to keep writing until I'm riding away, writing till I'm rotting and riding away