now brutha now Gimmie suttin i can breathe a lil, do i have to show ya a lil suttin to peek a boo a lil? Class As m i a s e d me, too many uni either dissed me or praised me. see, never had money to buy a dam thang. Alway had that one thang, so i could manage ti get myself up, and spin roun the dam thang, so i could try and fit in so bad, ir became a regular thang, so did my price tag to my rings and blue jeans. huh. yea. the gurls i thought that were my best friends.were just good time friends, never a Real friend, bunch tryin to learn my recipe so ALL they could go and strut around like the Pheonix birdie? shi. This iis Devon yall. Your nigga from Dollhouse yall. Never got the recognition, but i did get the sash to pin it on, more fun to let a soldier t pain it on. Dont care yo. Yall got my grade, but did yall honestly give a shit bout yalls, when she was up at Hero one night and got the treatment like a who're for a Sanskrit concert i didnt ask for? Yall got me F'ed up back in da day when the hugs became scars tears and lesions. Huh. yea. Remember a night in the dressing room when a fellow hug and a hi becane an emergency room wit Christmas lights and no recollection. Wakin up again wondering do i got one single friend. that was then. Pardon yall. just lil minute. facet b runnin again. Evrytime i see them black boots man. wanba throw up, wanna cry, wanna show up, never askin why. Want closure so i can keep telling myself doors locked and bolted so lowes can't never see wat molted ruther build and create what i was supposed to.