lost people

id done lost so many id done lost so many I'd done lost so many people I Love!! lost so many people shit feeling so damn evil in my mind im like this cant be legal they say god has a plan but I aint a fan of that feeling like taking good people became gods bad habit like we just rabbits being pulled out of a damn hat truly I cant stand that why it gotta be like that shit got me broken like a bent token. id done lost so many id done lost so many id done lost so many people I Love!! feeling bent out of shape feeling so damaged like my whole life just a challange feeling like I can't managed all this hurt ima need a bandge just wana grab my depression and bury it in. the sand waking up everyday thinking about the people I lost like fuck god is it worth the cost of me feeling so lost so got no choice but to snort n smoke this frost feeling so annoyed and tired I just wana inspire a higher desire instead of being so damaged. id done lost so many id done lost so many id done lost so many people I Love!!