Goodbye to Soon

(I'm sitting here looking up into the sky wiping these tears form my mothea fucking eyes) (wondering why you had to go so soon but wait a minute that's right you didn't) (No that's right them motherfukers could have saved your life that night bu,t they didn't) (no instead they left you lying there all alone in till you was dead and gone) ( I can't help but set an wonder what could have Ben running through your mind as you was lying there all alone ) ( I wish I could have I should have been there holding ya hand or maybe even giving you a helping hand) ( man I just don't understand a simple phone call was all that was needed that night to save your life) ( wasn't you supposed to be among friends and one was your little brother) (motherfukers you care about shit but instead they was too scared worrying about their own asses going to jail) ( that they didn't even care to try 2 save your life ) (well haven't you heard eye for eye tooth for tooth) ( I swear if I ever catch you cowered bitches in the right place at the right time) ([ I'll be the last face you ever see I can see it now as the paper reads murder case turn to a cold case) (And the front page as it will read without a trace) ( I can't wait to see the look on your face when we meet face to face) (what did you think that I forgot believe me I ain't forgot ) (Jacob Bronson was his name he was my first cousin by Blood but he was more like a brother) ( I can remember when we was younger we was thicker than mud you never seen one without the other) ( I know you are up there looking down but at the same time you up there lookin down I'm down here looking up feeling like I'm about to drown) ( damn nere my whole family has been put in the ground) ( and even though my heart is broken I will hopefully work on a better me) ( so I can see my family after that last breath leaves me) ( tell the good lord open the gate for me when it's my time ) ( until then I'm gonna sit right here and stay on my grind until it's my time to shine