Poured a lot of me into this one and God answered me. #gospel #Jesus #christ #rap #GodFirst #holy #forgiveness #HolySpirit #Christian #love #lord X2 Some days I can't ever find the words to describe What I'm feeling because I feel like I'm just empty inside You wrote this story, so just show your outline Your the author of this life, we both know its not mine It's like everything I do is destined to fail I'm still stuck behind bars and can't ever make bail I'm supposed to walk on water when my ship won't sail But How's a blind man supposed to read when he can't read braille I know behind every hard season there is a lesson to learn That I can walk through fire Trust in You and I won't get burned Even still I feels like I'm stuck and can't break free These shackles of guilt and shame still got ahold of me I'm praying harder than I have ever prayed in my life Yet still I find myself surrounded by unyielding strife I asked for one night of peace and some decent rest And that's when I heard you tell me it's only a test GOD: Don't you give up Don't you ever give in Don't you know my precious child you are destined to win I walked this path before you so I set all things straight My love for you is infinite in nature so let's end that debate Stop doubting me and thinking what you've done Is unforgivable or can inhibit you from what you'll become There is greatness set before you and of that I made sure You may be sick of this life, but my blood is the cure Next time you feel like pressing cold steel to your dome Please remember I love you and you'll be welcomed back home But you're needed here, your missions not yet fully done So before you pull that trigger, son put down the gun Lay it at my feet, cause thats where you'll find your rest Look on forward towards the Mark of life and towards that you press Through all the highs and lows that this life undoubtedly brings Its important for you to remember that your among kings Thats right my child I still consider you royalty Even though at times you may still mess up royally It doesn't change the fact that I still consider you mine Highly prized, beloved, beautiful, and one of a kind It is your name that I have written in the palm of my hands When I hung up on that cross it was you or the Lamb You have no idea how you are the prize of my eyes Matter of fact for you I'd of hung up there twice