Working too hard

So here I go again This last week's been giving me the shits endless goals to deal with and I'm struggling coz my health is not where I want it to be physically drained doing nothing but work such is life though it's all a work in progress so, I chip in all I've got like a game of black jack I'm all in thinking twice before I speak not used to it so I'm retraining to return the king with an ace is my all in hand working my arse to become a better man all around me is like people don't give a damn not my problem yet unable to help being affected by that negative crap talking loads of shit behind others back what you think that won't come back around to crack you in the head when you least expect it leaving ya speechless and wondering why has this happen it's fact not a lie tie down ya cargo so the luggage won't go far in the storms of emotions peaks and valleys found myself in a place I sit an try wonder how far have I gotten from the place I so yonder kick back and ponder at night how do I fight is this a losing match or just a small fright ahh brush it off because I'm not soft and my mind is playing games like a rooster king of the hill of some egotistical shit staring at the sky at night knowing my plight is half the battle so I'll stand strong and continue to tackle all the obstacles life can offer, yeahhhhh #averageatbest #dayoff #needsomerest #nameste