too many cold nights so many long days all i known was pain so many heart breaks feeling like derez deshon i took the harder way shining bright like a light in my darkest days when i gave my heart away i found a sharper pain now im praying to the lord too make it stop again if they call that shyt love i dont want it mane i put nothing above you exspect for the money mane i would never love you i can never trust again you only want a nigga because money mane i was always on da grind like the hunger games but you numbed a nigga down call you nova cane but the pain tilted out like i busted a vein holding this pressure in im bout to go insane my babymama an my sister really fucking mane really got me on the verge of killing a mane lord please if hear me can you stop this pain all i ask is to make it to the top again ima hold that shyt down like a lock with chain...