tired

Tired of not knowing what to think tired of being familiar with the pain need to win but im so tired I wanna tank keeping my head a above water but im scared to succumb to this wave/// Need to fill my fridge if I dont no one will feel the burning but I need to reach the top of the hill im rollin solo still but I dont want no hobo deal/ I always gotta remember that I been thru hell and back theres nothing you could tell me that would make me forget that fact/ Its hard to keep my feelings in tact only time I vent is thru these raps scared that ill snap but im really scared if I have control of that/ Tired of being tired need something to ignite the fire and burn higher/ Success be the apple of my eye but when it rots it loses my desire need a spark like a smoker need a lighter I just wanna see in the dark to see the fire/// Tired of not knowing what to think tired of being familiar with the pain need to win but im so tired I wanna tank keeping my head a above water but im scared to succumb to this wave///