Disposin

the way my life is going, don't think I want to go on slowin any opportunity I am always blowin wantin to go up but steady goin lowin want to be loved but im the one doing the lovin trying to be open but I'm always closin hoping people will wake up but they are dozin cause they are steady dosin feel like I need to be with my peeps then I'm imposin happy getting out there now my life is enclosin on the real I be me and they think im posin want forever I want to be proposin sometimes I want to hide but everything im exposin just wanted to get high next thing you know im overdosin always wanted to be a keeper they say nah and me they disposin