I'm my only friend

crazy ain't the word insane how u see Me the world ain't shit every one judging me doesn't knowbthe real me and never will don't trust a soul it Will get u killed hurt ain't the word broken shatters destroyed is howbi feel driving does thisbroad jeausbtake the wheel so alone I take another pill i wanna forget everything my past fucken gets me I miss my kids my mom dien when i was in prison opened my eyes to everything I watched life pass me by soben 3 years I seen so clear to get out and be treated like never eveb lived misjudged by these mother fuckers that cant get there life right all eyes on me im the fuckbup get it right chillen with monsters in NY head keep calling I'm so close to death over the edge should jump would i be missed never I'm still alive and and don't exsost like im dead ive came to realize I'm my only best friend dont ever get close to a fake ass bitch that says they wanna help it's a lie they only wanna beifet there self love if thats what keep that shit ur love is he'll love in ny mind it doesn't exist i walk alone amber marie got this shit the good always wins karma is a bjtch I don't have to do shit listet if u want but saven me I can do myself don't try to save me fix ur fucken self