This is my life...my walk through the desert..my battle cry...I wage war against darkness...God you are my strength, my sword when life is the hardest...it wasn't that very long ago when I had you here, I lost apart of me...so shocked! there were no shed of tears. Tired of sleepness nights! A weary soul, yet here I stand and wait, save me from this chaos!! I'm at the point where I have no desire to impress anyone. God I love you for the truth you've allowed me to see...I know you are near and that you walk with me...you see me as perfectly imperfect...I've done nothing to deserve it...save me from myself...from the thoughts that say I am not enough!!! from the demons who fight against my mind...nothing new under the sun...all is vanity...a chasing after the wind...yet with you My precious Jesus, we going to Win. I can't do it without you! a true fight to rescue humanity from sin...