My feelings in my head make me feel ill in my bed what I went through this past weekend is still in my head I’m so greatfull for god looking down that’s when I knew he gave me the crown he made king so I could see I didn’t need to feel the pain to heal my brain I thank god everyday for protecting my life an family bc it could of been way worse pain I feel in my brain my family is safe I’m happy that god made me see the great I can create without hate an learn to love an appreciate bless the small an big things in life bc u never know what’s gonna hide I’m living with pain an truma but I’ll get through the bottom of my past weekend heartbreak an drama bc I know how to love respect an appreciate my life is mine for the taking an I’ll never let fear or drama replace my pain or my fame I’ll be great just the same I’ll rise to the top as I’m still getting gawp my feelings in my head will no longer make me dreed my life past an present pain bc I know I can overcome anything one day I’m gonna make it an that’s no fakin it I had a rough weekend but I’m all done even thinkin now I’m moving to the present bc the past will never see in my dream I’m just gonna pray to god everyday that he saved my life an family an im so greatful for what life has offered to me the feelings in my head to go get layed to rest in my bed an leave the past behind me