Leave A Legacy

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~A Legacy Is What I Hope what happens if i stay, no telling you what I'd face, no telling what you'd trace, i wonder what ill leave, once i leave this place, a legacy is what i hope to see, a legacy is what i hope to bring, how much more of this, can i continue to take, how much longer must i wait, how much longer for fuck sake, how much longer can i take, how much longer can i fake, how much more, do i have to break, how much more, do i have to take, how much more, do i have to face, how much more, i have in store, how much more, from this store, how much more, i have to be sore, how much more, i have to be sure, how much more, i have to endure, how much more, i have no more, to pour anymore, sit here n just anticipate, i hate this fuckin place, i hate this for fucks sake, i hate these fake fucks jezz, i hate these fake people, with their fake love please, I'm tryin to have faith, but alots on my plate, it comes at a fast rate, growin up is kinda complicate, somedays i sit n i contemplate, somedays i ask myself why, somedays i often wonder how hard it is that i actually try, somedays i often ask myself how often it is that i ask myself how bad is it that I actually wanna try to die so i try to fly, somedays i see myself ask myself if i should just try n lie, its the people closest to you that you think that would stay, butchu see, those are the ones that actually dont stay, those are the people that actually just stray far away, they'll find someone else to replace, they'll find someone better to fill your place, they'll find someone better to take your place, they just pray that you slip, they just hope that you break, they're just waiting, they're just watching you slip n fade away, enjoying your suffering n all your pain, i forgot that everythings the same, but that nothing ever does change, i forgot that nothing ever does stay the same, i forgot that never ever will be the same, i forgot that i may be going insane, i forgot that i maybe already insane, that your made to break, eyes wide awake, you can always keep notice, better always stay focused, maybe you should note it, get latched like a locust, get attached like a locust, i wonder if someone noticed, get attached to me, you know this, your vision was covered over dirty, maybe your vision is out of focus, maybe you should have noticed, tell me that im your favorite poet, this pain has took me over, its overfloweded its over floated, its just way to potent, this i knew they noticed, butchu say thatchu never did regain your focus, so your vision was blurry, it was out of focus, n you never did know it, no one ever noticed, see tell me thachu never couldn't have ever noticed, i hide it well so i do not show it, you couldn't have saved me, even if you would have prayed for me, you couldn't have saved me, even if you would have stayed for me, i couldn't even have saved myself, so just go n save yourself, i couldn't even just ask for help, if i did I'd just get put through hell, so fuck it oh well, so fuck it oh welp, so fuck it no help, so fuck it go to hell, so just go, n just go n save yourself, i never do need help, i never did learn to receive help, make me a concoction, create a secret potion, for you im so devoted, im set in this motion, ill cover every damn Paige, written out with all my pain, written out with all my rage, i put this pain, on this Paige, through my rage, i use this blood, that flows throughout my veins, i wrote this from my blood stains, I write my story in hopes to help, i write my story i hope thatchu felt, in my life ive lost to many times, in my life ive losts lots of times, in life it costs alot to realize, in real life it has costed me alot to realize, in my real life its costed me alot of time, im my real life it costed me alot of rhymes, it costed me alot n it costed me to much, it just costed me to much to sell n buy, but i cant just sit back on the sidelines, it costed me to much to sell n lie, it costed to much to sit back n believe lies, so you better soon realize, but i see it with these real eyes, but i cant just unsee it, ive seen it many times, i meant it in many lives, i met them many times, ive fell in love many lifes, ive delt with it for many of lifetimes, ive wrote it throughout many of my lives in these past lifetimes, in my life ive lost to much, its gotten hard to keep up, so i just forgot to count, come on just look at this pain, it's been written on damn near every fuckin god damn Paige, they're full of my pain, they might have drops of my blood stains, my blood stains seem to have blood rains, i write while i slit my veins, ive went through so many notebooks, i wonder if anyone would even look, i wonder if anyone even cares, i see them all stair, i wonder if anyone cared about what they all took, i wonder if they ever even looked, my time is over booked, my rhyme is over looked, im coughing, no ones knocking, im choking, no ones talking, im bleeding, they're all leaving, im wheezing, im on my knees screaming, im on my knees pleading, im on my knees bleeding, im on my last breath, this is my last death, this is my past debt, this is the last bet, this is the last round, this is my last sound, this is a sad sound, im sick n im tired, im sick n tired, of getting caught in lifes crossfire, im sick n im tired, im sick n tired, of getting used up than fired, im stuck on the ground, im tired of being stuck, on this cold ground, im sick n tired, of being sick n tired, stuck on the ground, im tired of being sick of this sound, stuck on this ground, with my demons around, im stuck on the ground, fucked with a frown, stuck listening to this same ass sound, im stuck out of luck, im stuck out of bucks, listening to this lame ass sound, i hear my demons around, they follow without a doubt, i see them start to surround, please make me awake, please take me away, please take me today, please take me away today, todays gone away, todays gone to grey, so put me in my grave, so put me in your place, so put me in my place, take me to a different place, or have someone else just come n take my place, or have someone come n take out this whole place, or someone come n take out our whole human race, or someone come n take out our whole race, life comes n goes at a fast pace, my lifes come n gone at a fast rate, my hearts always had a fast pace, my lifes come n gone its always had a hole that nothing could replace, make me awoken, keep me awake, keep me awoken,

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