not arround

Yeah just thinkin bout the time we spent, cuz lately I’ve been feelin lost living with regret, so many thoughts up in my mind that I never said, they always runnin thru my mind when I go to bed depressions what I feel all da time should’ve known that I would loose you but I ignored all the signs, all them nights we would fight when I yelled and you cryed, I told you I would change but all the times that I lied, but they don’t even know how I feel, the worst pain is the one that you know that won’t heal I Ben searchin for this love that I know what is real, cuz ever since I lost you I don’t know how to deal, yeah I said I’ll hold you down and I promise, I should have did man at least I’m being honest, know what you had till somebody else got it, yeah now they got it and everyday I regret it everything I said Know I meant it, words are written in my head, can’t forget it so I dream of you instead I regret it yeah I regret it yeah emotionally I’m feelin too attached to you, they tell me what you love will always just come back to you, but I ain’t been the same I always got this attitude, always puttin blame on myself for being mad at you, I know I made a couple mistakes, now this vision in my head that I could never erase, tryed my best to make it right, but now I guess it’s too late can’t even look up in the mirror man with all of this hate, Damn it’s like my whole world is crumbling down, used to be the one I called but now you never around, n I hate myself for all of this because I wanted you out, think I made a big mistake cuz now it’s look at me now yeah I said I’ll hold you down and I promise I should have done it and at least I’m being honest, know what you had till somebody else got it, but now they got it and everyday I regret it every single thing I said, know I meant it words are written in my head can’t forget it, so I dream of you instead, I regret it, I regret it.