I can't play no games

I'm trying live my life to the fullest I can't play no games I ain't got time to hang so much pressure on my brain it's driving me insane every day of living I been trying understand so many things run through my mind it's hard to come up with a plan It ain't to hard to comprehend do you get what I'm saying I come up in the streets didn't really have a stable place to be I was just trying to eat so many people did me wrong so many people was on my team I'm thinking I'm living the life but to me I was living a dream walking the corners and serving the femes busting the gars and rolling the green sipping the liquor don't mess with lean making the money break bread with my team when I look around I think about my hard times I could of been dead once before a nigga tried to take my life when a nigga was trying do right I don't understand the game these people they losing they brains and leave with pain so many people done died from the gang so many mommas still crying in pain the killer still running and Don't feel ashamed got paid a few dollars and think he the man to young understand he doing life in the can 20 years later he's a God fearing man