Hopeless Saint

Hopeless Saint (Intro) I'm still nobody, and nobody still ain't listening to me huh (Verse 1) These demons trying fuck with me in my dreams when I'm sleeping, even at school try my best to not make a fool, but it turns me into a fool, thinking crazy, trying to convince myself that u ain't cool, makes me someone who I ain't, I hate myself cuz it's hard for me to be a Saint and not a sinner, when am I gonna be that winner, no one understands my figure, dressing nerdy then one day I dress like a banger, I'm really sorry god but I'm only a hanger, trying to hold on to life, but all these fakes in my way caught me by surprise. trying to not to look at people in the eyes, when I walk by, because who knows what I'll do, I feel like people can read my mind, feel my energy that's why I don't like having friends with me cuz they might turn into my enemies, everywhere I go, because I change and become what I hate, at night I try to stay up late because who knows what I'll dream about and wake up the next day feeling like I need to pray, so far 23 hasn't been feeling me, why is it every year it gets worse, the curse is real these bitches are really after the one million dollar bill, The Sides Of Me are coming out, it's getting worse and worse by the day, but I'm trying to look at the lord and obey, the only reason why I'm not dead yet is because I have control, from now on people that make fun of me, I'll let karma get to you, me and karma are starting to become cool don't underestimate the fool. 1-20-23