I did some stupid things in the past I was young dumb and broke Oh wait how do I know you Have we ever met I have been through enough You just need to grow up It was just forever I needed love and affection You know what I got hurt and pain You might think I am going insane Don’t worry about me I have help and I’m on my own I will become successful You wanted me to be unhappy you are the reason I got held back I got something that I can prove in a fact You know that I’m not going to be like you It’s like I’m losing my mind I don’t even know why But i dissociated myself from life I wanted to cry but I can’t cause I’m feeling NUMB The point of being numb is to not feel anything Insulted is what I felt Being hurt was all I knew Time to hang out with my crew Ck03 on da beats Yeah It’s like I I’m losing my mind Every time But I don’t know why But I don’t know what to say The pain gets harder and harder every single day No matter what you say I feel the same way Abused Neglected Hurt and pain Ck03 on da beats Ck03 on da beats Ck03 on da beats