why do i be going through the down times in mind like i lost time of myself on a twilight zone like im drinking to much and life will be a part that we struggle in everyday to hold on what we feel emotionally and it hits like a train a cycle of pain and make u feel shame while u tryin to do your thing and hold your sane but people want play with your peace ,well the no peace in the world no peace until, we find the path of meaning of not being victimized to the bank of being free of all the worries of the world that overwhelm our situations and movations of chasing our dreams, knowing most will be lost in they ways to the twelve gauge hitting them in the face seeing us as a memory of greed to there own lost mind in blinds lost mind in blinds