Cuz I Am

●◇[****maybe cuz I am, and forever I'll be. I'm still that fuckin savage im stickin wit all my loyalties tho maybe lil illy mentality but forever I'm stickin Tru cuz forever and always confident wit all my qualities. ****]◇● just cuz I'm not at the top don't mean I'm below anyone, I'm workin my way and stayin Tru to do what I've always been scared of.. scared of facing the fact or terms when reality comes n does a number, the fear of all the pain that's comin to hit me all at once, ●◇[****maybe cuz I am, and forever I'll be. I'm still that fuckin savage im stickin wit all my loyalties tho maybe lil illy mentality but forever I'm stickin Tru cuz forever and always confident wit all my qualities.****]◇● knowing the choice of beoming the better me for not just myself along wit peace and mentality but to give my babies what they deserve and have every last bit of me, I may drink erryday n still think it's OK, but on other terms mutha fuckers of course make it a fact to hate n bring me down only hopin for me to react. My whole life I've had this bitch crystal, she was clear and never bothered when I would melt her and roll as she'd make the pain dissappear, yet as far as I can remember I knew nuthn but to tell it to the bottle, all my pain n sadness I'd always be and so fuckin misunderstood