Dont follow me. You dont need to see my reality. Its a tragity, this pressure feels like gravity. Give a fuck if they mad at me? I view the whole world as my enemy. Some of them my family but I was born alone cant abandon me. Nothings ever free got my soul out on a lease. I'll never rest in peace cause the wicked we dont sleep. Even in mortality I can feel the darkness grabbing me. These voices keep harrassing me. Laughing while they dragging me. I should just do what they asking me. Would somebody please bring me the keys. I've been locked in this cage and I'm ready to leave. Hopefully theres still hope for me Its too cold to breath, its chocking me. Nothings the way its supossed to be. My fathers never been that close to me. If god is real, then hes ghosting me. My parents shoulda stopped before they made me. Brought into a world thats tryen to break me. He's got his arms around me, I cant break free. I owe my debt in blood, not even Jesus can save me. These are the cards im holden. I was chosen at birth like an omen. 2000 degrees it snows when I bleed because my heart beats frozen. Can't strayed from the path that was chosen. How can I escape my emotions when we live in a world thats so broken? I dont even own what I owe them. Nothings ever free, I sold my soul too cheap. I'll never rest in peace cause my demons they dont sleep. Even in eternity, I can feel the darkness turning me. Filling my head with these purjuries. Dying inside cause they purging me. Im numb to the pain it aint hurting me. aint nothing left you can do to me. So, why do they keep persuing me? Promising lies to get through to me. Calling my name cause they using me. Truthfully, nothings true to me. When hell is all you can prove to me. if god is real he's aint choosing me....