song I wrote for ex gf in May Part 2 of 2 weeks verse 5 remember in the back of Cam'rons truck, we gained some luck, found some bucks, after him n yo mom picked us both up along the side of the interstate, instantly thought you were good luck, we wanted to get clean, so we moved away from all the feans? wanted us to save up bucks, moved away from the negative thugs, thinking I'd get more hugs, But instead we got more drugs talked about the future agreed to get pugs, fill up mud jugs jk thats a pun just up and cheat a week b4 I turned 23? 2 weeks before our three years, this is why i now have this fear, someone grab me a beer, this beer is about near, everyday i smoke tree.. roll up about three, just wanna be set free.. i never make a peep, barley can even sleep.. verse 6 somedays i sit stuck N' depression, as i feel all this fuckin pressure, hold onto pointless possessions sometimes ask myself questions, questions bout blessins 'N lessons if i learned any of my lessons, if i missed out on any blessings, i should make some serious confessions, time is always of the essence, i locked away old secret regressions, ever since i was an adolescent, i don't understand why i always surpress, tucked deep down in expressions, a perfectionist when comes to my professions, hearts wrapped around in fluorescence, Looking at myself lost inside presence, terrified of people's first impressions, verse 7 my twin flame, sad to say, made me insane couldn't be contained, tried to get you obtained, I'd always complained, she wasn't trained, became contage, im glad we drained, needed to be sustained, bitch you never reigned, no longer pained, fuck i technically gained, no longer am i chained, she wouldn't let me tame her flame, it was blazing, it was glazing, all was hazzy, making me sweat more daily, clinching teeth, running feet, beneath me, breaking trees, hard to breath, praying god please, praying for a breeze, she makes me mean, she makes me sneeze, you better run jeez, you better start to dart, your worth a fart, go on get a headstart, closed both my eyes, this pain ends tonight, need more insight, about to fist fight, look between thin lines, you'll figure it out with time, you let go to find the light, you dont finish in last, move forward from the past, that's time already lent time already spent, gone with the wind, focus on the now, in the moment, recreate all that was left broken, here's one more token.. buy one more try, go another round, get up off the ground, pick up your crown, retake your lost fight, regain your might, i swear you just might, take flight, fly to new hights in time i promise youll be alright.