i knew nothing is real, i knew love wasnt real, you stayed away, you faded today, you strayed away, we said forever on the first day, agreed we be together one day, you told me to promise to stay, tell we could finally be together one day, we agreed we we're twin flames, our light we could not obtain, i walk inside the rain, i cry another day, i knew you wouldn't stay, its my fault i trusted you anyway, i saw all the signs before you were turning away, im not meant to find love, im not meant to be loved, maybe another rainy day, one more pill so i do not feel, one more line might make me fine, i think i finally have realized, that this life of mine, isnt what its all cut out to be, it isnt what all it seems, this love isnt real it screams i want to fuckin scream, i seen beneath the seems, loves not what it used to be, throw it around now usually stroll away so unusually, trust issues are added daily, whats the issues pass me a tissue, my heart has issues, hearts ripped tissue its ripped from lust issues i dont know whats real, i dont know if i should feel, i dont know what to feel, i need more drugs to numb this feel, my pulse i dont hear, my loss what a deal, my fault to think loves for real, it's my fault trust isn't real, its my fault to think you cared,