yeah I got hurt and I let get to me I let it change me for the worse now I'm out here fucking feigning I was weak and turned to the drugs now they got a hold of me tight grip hard to stay and not shoot it all away oh but wait I just remembered something I got a family that cares for me I got my baby boys so much to be here for Imma break this shit won't never go back gonna get my soul back I would let my demons slide I can do this I know I can my love for boys is so far beyond the evil that's got me never again starting now I will be free like a bird I've been tried down for way to long and never will I ever let the past control me again imma let it go just forget about it start from the bottom and make it back yeah OK love you boys I am the luckiest guy in the world I got to beautiful boy they got me out this couldn't make it without them and they don't even know they save me love you mama I'm gonna make you proud