FELLING LOST WONDERING WILL I MAKE IT OR WIILL I BE ANOTHER CASUALTY SHOT DEAD IN THE STREET ASKING GOD WHY THE PAIN PLEASE NO MORE RAIN ⁰o0 0 TIRED OF LOSING ALL MY HOMIES TO THE STREETS HOPING I'M NOT NEXT MOMA TOLD ME IT'LL BE DAYS LIKE THIS THAT SHE BE. DpEAD AND GONE AND I BE ALONE LIVING MY OWN LIFE SHIT GOT ME IN A ZONE WILL I MAKE IT I ASK MYSELF WHAT DO I DO TO KEEP MY FOCUS ON THE PRIZE SYSTEM FULL OF LIES THIS I KNOW DESIGNED FOR US TO FALL IT GOT ME BUGGED UP GOTS TO BE A BETTER WAY FOR OUR KIDS TODAY THAT'S WHY I PRAY TO MANY OF US GETTING SHOT DOWN IN THE STREETS WILL EVER END GOT NO FRIENDS CAUSE THEY ALL FAKE SMILING IN MY FACE AND ALL THE TIME THEY WANT TO TAKE MY PLACE THEY SAY SMILING FACES THEY TELL LIES SEE THE ENVY IN YOUR EYES SHIT I DESPISE 1 THING THAT I KNOW I'M A PLAY IT CAUTIOUS WHO TO TRUST I REALLY DON'T KNOW WONDER WHAT WAY TO GO LOST LOOKING FOR DIRECTIONS PARANOID IN THIS WHITE MANS WORLD CONSTANTLY LOOKING OUT MY WINDOW EVERY 5 MINUTES FEELING LIKE SOMEBODY'S WATCHING ME AT NIGHT MAYBE I'M JUST TRIPPING I TELL MYSELF G STARING AT THE WORLD THROUGH MY REARVIEW DON'T HAVE A CLUE WHAT I BEEN THROUGH COMING UP IN THESE STREETS OVER EAST WHERE IT AIN'T NO PEACE I GOT NO TIME FOR FUCKERY SHUTTING SHIT DOWN SEE WHEN I WAS COMING UP IT WAS STRUCTURE NIGGA RESPECT THE GAME PUT IN THEY WORK NOW THEY DOING BIGGER, BETTER THANGS BROTHERS NEED TO GET IT TOGETHER CAUSE WHERE WE HEADED IS SELF DESTRUCTION WHY HURT ME YOU SUPPOSED TO BE MY BROTHER (HOOK) IT HURT MY HEART ON HOW WE ARE THESE DAYS SO I PRAY FOR BETTER WAYS IN OUR COMMUNITY AND BE THE DAY WE LIVE OUR LEGACY (VERSE#2) LORD PLEASE HELP ME CAUSE I'M NOT HAPPY HERE COULD YOU LOOK ME IN MY EYES & SEE THIS PAIN WITHOUT NO FEAR THE PICTURES CLEAR LOOKING AT MYSELF IN THE MIRROR AS I ASK MYSELF AM I PROUD OF WHO I BECAME HATED CAUSE I'M BLACK IM UNDER ATTACK TOO MANY QUESTIONS AIN'T NO ANSWERS SITTING WAITING FOR JUDGMENT DAY DO G'S GO TO HEAVEN I WANT TO KNOW THE WORLD IS CURSED LIFE IS HARD FEELING LIKE GIVING UP BUT CAN'T LOSE THE FIGHT KNOWING SHIT AIN'T RIGHT THE SYSTEM THEY NEVER CARED THIS I KNOW AT NIGHT I SIT ALONE THINKING ON HOW I LOST MY NEPHEW TO THE STREETS PUT YOURSELF IN MY SHOES AND WALK WITH ME AND YOU'LL SEE WHY I AM THE WAY I AM PEOPLE CONSTANTLY HATING BUT PLEASE FEEL FREE TOO HATE ON ME YEROC G NEVER NEW TO THIS I GREW TO THIS PLEASE DON'T GET ME PISSED LEAVE ME ALONE FIND SOME BUSINESS STAY OUT OF MINE OR YOU GONE FIND WHAT YOU ARE LOOKING FOR (HOOK ) BUT IT REALLY HURT MY HEART THESE DAYS. ... ....ON HOW WE THESE DAYS I PRAY FOR BETTER WAYS IN OUR, COMMUNITY AND BE THE DAY WE LIVE OUR LEGACY