I was so lost in addiction but I didn't even realize I was so lost in addiction people didn't even see it everything happened for a reason I had to hit rock bottom before I realized people didn't even know I hit rock bottom until I told my parents I'm going to rehab I lost my daughter my home everything I owned and recovery is gaining everything back people don't even see it that I'm in recovery people are still calling me to do drugs and I'm telling them no no no I was so addicted to everything I lost everything and I don't want to lose everything again