feeling like i am dead but i am only alive my life is hard as fuk but i don't know why i am deep in depression and i don't know why sleep in the bed crying all the time swimming in depression trying to find the light a dude came ask said are you fine i said i don't know what to do with my sad life okay that alright you can go and fight my father was broke with only a van and a heniken which was always red standing standing behind the bed i have got a bad feeling about this dent. so i said why