lonely hearts (weekly challenge)

intro life is crazy that we live in, at times i wanna give in, i aint behind them bars, but my minds locked in prison, gotta move wit caution, weigh every decision, cause this shit aint adding up, its like im doing long division, im behind the wheel swerving, headed for collision, we all gotta die, no one lives forever, man you trippin. chorus x1 my heart lonely and its cold, froze like the winter be, i know my enemies prayin this the end of me, they wanna kick me while im down so they can finish me, they wanna see me lose but i'm seeing shit differently. verse 1 pops left when i was young, i never knew him from the start, too young to understand it, so it left me with a lonely heart, got a million questions, maybe one day find the answers, story of my life, i write, flippin thru the chapters, emotions never show em, feelings keep em bottled up, dont tell me bout your problems, i already got enough, devil on our back tryna defeat the god in us, not knowin where to turn, i turn the bottle up. chorus x2 my heart lonely and its cold, froze like the winter be, i know my enemies prayin this the end of me, they wanna kick me while im down so they can finish me, they wanna see me lose but i'm seeing shit differently. verse 2 i never gave up, i pushed thru it, lost so many of my homies that i went to school wit, why they gone but im still here man this shits stupid, my sister gone, i dont know if i can get through this, i just wanna hit a wall and put my fist thru it, i'd give my life to bring her back if only i choose it, cant walk a mile in my sneakers even if the shoe fit, if my life was a movie would you choose to view it. chorus x2 my heart lonely and its cold, froze like the winter be, i know my enemies prayin this the end of me, they wanna kick me while im down so they can finish me, they wanna see me lose but i'm seeing shit differently. verse 3 last verse, lookin foward to the future, cause the past hurts, is it bad luck or just a bad curse, you think got it bad, but somebody out there has worse, been going through it since the minute that my momma had birth, death comin for me but i gotta get this bag first, pay attention when im speakin to you these could be my last words, the realest shit i ever wrote, this shit is scripture, maybe im just faded off the liquor, no kodak but you get the picture.