(Chorus) I got drunk cuz I didn't wanna deal wit myself tonight Tryin to drown the demons I don't wanna fight Look at myself and what I see I don't reckonize I got high cuz I didn't wanna deal wit myself tonight Tryin to get high enough to escape my life Look at myself and what I see I don't reckonize I'm sick of how I feel I'm sick of this feeling I don't wanna live Dunno what's keepin me livin I drink and drink till I throw up in my sink Get higher and higher until I can't think I have to take care of everyone but no one takes care of me Gettin drunk and high, I just wanna die (Chorus) I got drunk cuz I didn't wanna deal wit myself tonight Tryin to drown the demons I don't wanna fight Look at myself and what I see as don't reckonize I got high cuz I didn't wanna deal wit myself tonight Tryin to get high enough to escape my life Look at myself and what I see I don't reckonize When I left God, I life went up-side-down I need him to turn me back around I look in my mirror what looks back at me I don't reckonize (Chorus) I got drunk cuz I didn't wanna deal wit myself tonight Tryin to drown the demons I don't wanna fight Look at myself and what I see I don't I don't reckonize I got high cuz I didn't wanna deal wit myself tonight Tryin to get high enough to escape my life Look at myself and what I see as don't reckonize God, please don't let me die