☠️MENTAL DEATH ☠️

#Lydacane#brokenpain#darkness#battlefieldofthemind#bipolar#walkingalone#1976#mentaltaunts#heartbroken#mindhacked#depression#bleek#medsdontwork#trapped#numbedinsideandoutside#sickofmyself#hypnotized#void#happydaysfadeaway#isolated#crackedthoughts#passing time deep inside my mind competitive with my personalities internally I'm iconic verbal surgery broken misfit king discussed mentally otherside confidence overload lyrically can't fuck with me paranoia validation mocking who i be labeled white wigger wannabe conversation with myself and I ain't trusting me now i walk alone late nights trying to achieve personal clarity wasted life fuck it then bury me multiple voices harassing all i see strange as i contplete the fact i won't be missed life goes on then bi polar disease switch pulling up sparkling wit yo wait I'm the shit LYDACANE southern smooth uplifting and giving self respect swinging past the fence second later twitch creeping in self pity why I'm i a little bitch just a boy not a man heartbroken alone and isolated suicidal tendencies return Kenny when will you learn your a breathing burden living hopeless without true love and deep friendships void are any personal relationship wasting away inside you're disfunction no fight or flieght is left no reason to awake from sleep it's over no rescues coming to stabilize repairs for your shattered heart condition rapid recycling sunlight shinning down whispering hope faith maybe mistakes are erased you may be restored connected through love keep the faith pushing forward now page turn LYDACANE must burn you better prepare yourself for embrace the end of your life no get right left all alone homeless crazy judged person walking alone repeating verbal abuse is not enough anymore my misery and pain won the war finally time to hang the noose constant disappointments memories consuming all that i do nothing left to say die quick fuck it all i lose until the last breathe kenny stayed true as LYDACANE carried my blues numb for reason then felt desperate for one season completion