ayo you better listen to the lyrics im dishin im torn by my emotions they feel like explosions the way they burst in my chest and i feel like ill never come close to the best now im feelin kinda bad i dont even really know my dad I hate my body im tryin a new hobby but it isnt helpin my mind im gettin on a new grind feelin like im blind the way i spit these bars you wont know that youre dead but your body finna be on Mars and yet i feel like nobody cares aint no god finna answer my prayers im on my own looks like i need a loan bank accounts runnin over my mind is gonna hover im on the edge lookin over the ledge wonderin if my life is worth been like this since birth tryin to find some purpose despite feelin worthless i gotta stay strong not lead myself wrong on the wrong path but no one will see my wrath i gotta keep my emotions inside i cant even tell you how many times ive cried alone in my room not even the moon saw how i could feel my doom focusing on all of my flaws i see deaths jaws they snappin at me as far as i can see i just gotta keep running watch as my pain is numbing everything i touch i fuck it up and it really is my fault full blown mental assault i fuck up relationships cant forget what his lips felt like my mind goin on strike as i realize what ive done and my legs wont let me run i gotta fix this despite my body goin stiff i love him with all my heart he looks like a famous piece of art and i cant get him outta my head id rather be dead than live a Single day without him and yet i keep commiting sin lookin for a bit of help but my hands been dealt Im stuck in my mind and its been really unkind