why you gonna cry so hard I ain't do you no wrong why you gonna make me feel so sad As if the world has come to an end i don't want to live my life like this I had it all but it seems to me I messed it all up i don't want to be who you told me to be You always say am looking happy But you don't have no idea what I have been through It's by his grace that am still alive And it's getting to be who I am But I still have faith that i could pull through through anticipation, through determinàtion and through the driving inspiration I made it straight to heavens gate.